I know this is the right decision for me. I am certainly less stressed and anxious. However, the adjustment has been challenging. It has taken a while to get comfortable with the idea that I don't have somewhere to be or something specific to do. I have been drifting along with no definable purpose, and no idea how to get moving again. There are so many things I want to accomplish, and I have had no idea where to begin.
Then I realized that I was in a period of mourning - not for the job itself, but for the things that went along with it. The job was a major part of my life for a decade and greatly defined my sense of self. The relationships I had there also shaped me, and those relationships will be different now.
Some will certainly survive, but they will still be different.
Fear of the unknown is one of the greatest motivation killers in the world. Sometimes, doubt keeps us from moving forward. What if I fail at this? I knew my capabilities in my workplace, but do I have the discipline to motivate myself in this new incarnation? Can I maintain my current lifestyle "doing what I love"?
The new shoe is still a little uncomfortable.